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You never cared,what I really felt;
And you never knew the pain that was killing me
Nandhini,damned14
Came to earth on 23 Jan 1995
She's weird and plain retarded.Probably she is not a human but a Freaky alien.
That would explain why she can't speel properly
And why she's so stupid and imature.
currently she's torturing the girls at Crescent esp those in
2C2oh-nine and
Angkulung<3
fan of:Wu Chun!Hana-kimi!Ella!S.H.E!That dunnoe who guy from Kat-tun(nt Akanishi)Da Dong!!Dogggie soft toys!Baby blanket!
And manymany more(probably includes you,you,you!
DONG BANG SHIN KI:D
I will not be biased by saying who like best even tho im super biaz!LOL.
And you never knew the pain that was killing me
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ramblings of the freak
Nandhini,damned14Came to earth on 23 Jan 1995
She's weird and plain retarded.Probably she is not a human but a Freaky alien.
That would explain why she can't speel properly
And why she's so stupid and imature.
currently she's torturing the girls at Crescent esp those in
2C2oh-nine and
Angkulung<3
fan of:Wu Chun!Hana-kimi!Ella!S.H.E!That dunnoe who guy from Kat-tun(nt Akanishi)Da Dong!!Dogggie soft toys!Baby blanket!
And manymany more(probably includes you,you,you!
DONG BANG SHIN KI:D
I will not be biased by saying who like best even tho im super biaz!LOL.
I have fallen in Love with a Monster;
but I'll keep doing that mistake overandover
lol, i forgot my blog URL lor!!i thought nandycoolezt.blgospot.com, then tried diff combi until I rmbered:DYAY!lol,ok I forgot what I wanted to post. I mean i even FORGOT my URL please, my poor blog is being ignored cos of twitter!HAHA.life with it bloggy(lame,i know move on alr)but actually I think it hates me,i rant on it soo much!
~~~
OH yah! I wanted to post TVXQ pics but I jsut realised my com com only got two pic-.-
DAmn nvm.
ok,this is meanless,will be back if got idea
edit:
Ok I still dun have a proper idea what to post but I shall talk about the really sweet nice guys at LJS Commonwealth:
Srsly lor!!He shuld get a pay raise,
First of all,he ALWAYSS smiles while serving,
Then today also he was nice but he served Shobini so I and her were like,"He's nice and polite leh"
Then,wen he gave me order(cos i was unlucky had to wait for mine)he was polite again:D
In the end wen we left he SPECIALLY,I EMPHAZIE SPEACIALLY said thank you for coming(i think cos im a regular customer but never come for long)
i was like bowing down and thanking him,cos it made me feel so special lor!
Then as I was nearing the MRT i suddenly realised my wallet was missing and we all went back to LJS to find it
The moment I step in only he gave the wallet to me,
HE KNEW IT WAS MINE AND I THINK HE WAS GOING TO COME OUT COS HE WAS E CORNER OF E SHOP
LIKE ISNT THAT SUPER NICE??
ok,so for the innocent people reading my blog I bet you are going to leave already right?
Its ok I understand lol
Right,then what else?
LOL,did i mentino my tweeps are HILARIOUSLY FUNNY.
(wait does that make sense?)
OOOoo mummy bought my uniform blouse:DYAY!but its so huge,shuldnt have asked for 18-.-
ok sorry, sidetracked-.-
AHH,now i rember why I don't blog cos I make no sense cos I sidetrack so damned easily-.-
while on twitter its like texting/talking so people dun usualy get confused
But then again,I confused two people yesterday on twitter-.-
ANd cos I hate putting "
" at e end of every sentence
Bleah.
ARGHHHHHHHH
AGAIN SIDETRACK!! /scrollstoseewhatiwastalkingabt
Right,my tweeps
ok wait,actually I finish talking abt that alr.
-.-
Ok I see everyone carrying a knife and running after me-.-
But then again,i doubt people even rmb my blog=.=
I didnt anyway
Vivega say I talk alot nowadays,
I dun right?I even tweet less!!
right?RIGHT??
nvm,
OH that reminds me!
I WAS CALLED CUTE TODAY:DDD
YAY!!!!!!!!!!
LOL,act so humble infront of my tweeps then boast down here.
-.-
srsly lor,this is the second time in my life leh!
Obviously wen i was a kid and younger I was called cute lah but after that,
AND SHE ALSO SAID I WAS FUNNY,I think-.-
but she was laughing at...nvm it was one of my dumb moments again-.-
ok,this entry is too long,i guess i do talk alot now:(
and for those who read my post without dying/sleeping/findingaknifetokillme here's a present:D YAY!wait, i dun the gif works-.-does it?long time knew use blogger alr-.-
Dong Bang Shin Ki
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http://wickedcreature.exteen.com/20090808/aug0809-keep-faith-cassies
Eh!!!!! Angie is the best follower on earth!!!!!!!Y is she soo nice? THANKS FOR EV ERYTHING LOVE
but I'll keep doing that mistake overandover
{/Suddenly rmbered --
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ( 3:23 AM )
lol, i forgot my blog URL lor!!i thought nandycoolezt.blgospot.com, then tried diff combi until I rmbered:DYAY!lol,ok I forgot what I wanted to post. I mean i even FORGOT my URL please, my poor blog is being ignored cos of twitter!HAHA.life with it bloggy(lame,i know move on alr)but actually I think it hates me,i rant on it soo much!
~~~
OH yah! I wanted to post TVXQ pics but I jsut realised my com com only got two pic-.-
DAmn nvm.
ok,this is meanless,will be back if got idea
edit:
Ok I still dun have a proper idea what to post but I shall talk about the really sweet nice guys at LJS Commonwealth:
Srsly lor!!He shuld get a pay raise,
First of all,he ALWAYSS smiles while serving,
Then today also he was nice but he served Shobini so I and her were like,"He's nice and polite leh"
Then,wen he gave me order(cos i was unlucky had to wait for mine)he was polite again:D
In the end wen we left he SPECIALLY,I EMPHAZIE SPEACIALLY said thank you for coming(i think cos im a regular customer but never come for long)
i was like bowing down and thanking him,cos it made me feel so special lor!
Then as I was nearing the MRT i suddenly realised my wallet was missing and we all went back to LJS to find it
The moment I step in only he gave the wallet to me,
HE KNEW IT WAS MINE AND I THINK HE WAS GOING TO COME OUT COS HE WAS E CORNER OF E SHOP
LIKE ISNT THAT SUPER NICE??
ok,so for the innocent people reading my blog I bet you are going to leave already right?
Its ok I understand lol
Right,then what else?
LOL,did i mentino my tweeps are HILARIOUSLY FUNNY.
(wait does that make sense?)
OOOoo mummy bought my uniform blouse:DYAY!but its so huge,shuldnt have asked for 18-.-
ok sorry, sidetracked-.-
AHH,now i rember why I don't blog cos I make no sense cos I sidetrack so damned easily-.-
while on twitter its like texting/talking so people dun usualy get confused
But then again,I confused two people yesterday on twitter-.-
ANd cos I hate putting "
" at e end of every sentence
Bleah.
ARGHHHHHHHH
AGAIN SIDETRACK!! /scrollstoseewhatiwastalkingabt
Right,my tweeps
ok wait,actually I finish talking abt that alr.
-.-
Ok I see everyone carrying a knife and running after me-.-
But then again,i doubt people even rmb my blog=.=
I didnt anyway
Vivega say I talk alot nowadays,
I dun right?I even tweet less!!
right?RIGHT??
nvm,
OH that reminds me!
I WAS CALLED CUTE TODAY:DDD
YAY!!!!!!!!!!
LOL,act so humble infront of my tweeps then boast down here.
-.-
srsly lor,this is the second time in my life leh!
Obviously wen i was a kid and younger I was called cute lah but after that,
AND SHE ALSO SAID I WAS FUNNY,I think-.-
but she was laughing at...nvm it was one of my dumb moments again-.-
ok,this entry is too long,i guess i do talk alot now:(
and for those who read my post without dying/sleeping/findingaknifetokillme here's a present:D YAY!wait, i dun the gif works-.-does it?long time knew use blogger alr-.-
{/#Junsu #Yoochun #Jaejoong #Changmin #Yunho #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #TVXQ #Alwayskeepthefaith <333 --
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ( 6:18 AM )
Dong Bang Shin Ki
Yes I became a fan only very recently but they changed my life so much.
Today after school Vivega was like,"Finnally you are acting like a human..with more emotions and stuff"
I was thinking, I never really had any emotions before but I half-cried when Vivega left for india and when I couldn't do maths.
This all happened after TVXQ entered my life.
I sound like a crazy fangirl right?I bet all of you are studying right now or doing something useful but I can't Not anymore.I am really confused.
I read their blogs.
Those whom I consider true cassies those I look upto and wish I cna be like them one day.
Yes,I save up my recess $$ To buy their albums but... in the end I can't due to some shitty problem like how to buy them.
I feel insecure that way cos It seems like I don't do enough.
Maybe you guys did'nt notice but I was suffering form depression for a while this year
I was lost..I did'nt know where to go on after my parents had refused to accpect both my ambitions I had always dreamed of.
In fact I don't think anymore did believe in me.
Yes,no matter how much I laugh on the outside or how strong i try to act im really a Miss insecure softie(stupid Navan)
This is why no one can predict my emotions
I get angry for the smallest reasons and yet I can easily forgive a grave error.
Yes,im weird. But hey,Thats me.
Asking myself?
Is this worth it?
Am I really A true blue Cass?
Or am I just the normal fangirl.
Now a days I understnad msyelf more better thanks to DBSK..as I listen to their voices,their interviews I admire their hardwork and dedication.
Their true love for music and passion.
It inspired me to truly look for what I love... and when I looked through my childhood I saw the faint dream in the distance and The bright flaming passion in my heart for it.
Thats when this crazy idea came
I denyed it.Ignored it cos i did not believe in myself. But when I saw JaeJOong cry durign the 5th anniversary It all changed.
I don't what you call it..Need?Passion?Gratitude?
But my passion,dream and (above line) merged and I told her about it.
I don't know why I thought she'd understand me.
She did.
But now I feel she doesn't anymore...and thats why Im lost again
I thought I could easily prove myself different,special but then again..how can a girl who can't even buy half their songs be a true fan?
How can a true fan not let her parents know about her idols?
How can she dream if she not even fit to be a normal fan?
Im just dreaming right? Just dreaming..A dream that would never come true.
Dong Bang Shin Ki will forever be in my dream?
But will I ever make it real?
I wish I can
I want to talk to someone who feels the same way as me right now
I wish she was online right now,then MAYBE i could get answers to these never-ending questions or then again may im just crapping
But right now, If that dream were to be also destroyed....Ill be destroyed as well.
In the mean time! DONG BANG SHIN KI! HWAITING GUYS!! LOVE YOU!
AND GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS C2!!!SARANGHAE!
{/VOTE FOR DBSK TO COME TO SINGAPORE --
Friday, August 14, 2009 ( 10:08 PM )
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GUYS THIS IS FOR EVEYONE.THO I"D BE DAMN PLEASED IF YOU WERE TO TYPE IN TOHOSHINKI/DONG BANG SHIN KI/TONG VFENG XING QI(shit i forgot hw to spell tis version):D
use hotmail for email. gmail does not seem to work
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ( 1:16 AM )
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ( 8:04 PM )
Eh!!!!! Angie is the best follower on earth!!!!!!!Y is she soo nice? THANKS FOR EV ERYTHING LOVE
Your beauty is much more than a rose;
I think thats why when your thorns pricked me;It HURT so much
I think thats why when your thorns pricked me;It HURT so much
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i think they call it freedom of speech.lol.
Maybe we tried too hard to stay alive;too hard
And and now we're left with such painful tears
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And and now we're left with such painful tears
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I'm too boring aren't I?
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You left me all alone in this damn world;
And I hate you for that
I have NO idead what to do with this.lol.
haha.okay some random stuff then,
“Don’t you dare laugh,meanie,”I thought to myself knowing he was hearing me. I felt ice at my ear and then a rusty(or sexy) voice whispered,
“I would say ‘I told you so’ but I’d be a ‘meanie’ in your eyes,”
“Very funny Auston,I get it I’m imature,” I thought again.
“Yes,I’ve to protect an imature,over-grown girl,”
“and I believe she’s pretty one too” He added. That was it for my heart,It thumped so hard on my chest I felt as if it was going to brust out.
“You can sing huh?” She asked turning around the corner and stopping at a pink door.
“Yeah, I think that’s why I’m here.Can you?”
“Tottaly!I could join the frog choir,”she replied taking off her shoes.
“Frog choir??!” Bewlidered as I took off mine too.
“yeah I croak very well you know, womanizer,”she replied grinning at me. I was irritated,I was no womanizer but she went in before I could scream at her.
And I hate you for that
WHoo~~~
Idiots,Idiots.
I have NO idead what to do with this.lol.
haha.okay some random stuff then,
“Don’t you dare laugh,meanie,”I thought to myself knowing he was hearing me. I felt ice at my ear and then a rusty(or sexy) voice whispered,
“I would say ‘I told you so’ but I’d be a ‘meanie’ in your eyes,”
“Very funny Auston,I get it I’m imature,” I thought again.
“Yes,I’ve to protect an imature,over-grown girl,”
“and I believe she’s pretty one too” He added. That was it for my heart,It thumped so hard on my chest I felt as if it was going to brust out.
“You can sing huh?” She asked turning around the corner and stopping at a pink door.
“Yeah, I think that’s why I’m here.Can you?”
“Tottaly!I could join the frog choir,”she replied taking off her shoes.
“Frog choir??!” Bewlidered as I took off mine too.
“yeah I croak very well you know, womanizer,”she replied grinning at me. I was irritated,I was no womanizer but she went in before I could scream at her.